“boy, I think you’re worse than caffeine;
keeping me up late at night,
making me feel restless
the only thing that keeps the dead alive.
sweaty palms, ragged breathing;
can’t keep up with my heart beating
I think you’re worse that caffeine
damn,
you’re
so
addicting.”

“I hope one day, it’ll all hit you. I hope when you’re in the middle of doing your things, my face will just register in your mind and you’ll just admit that you miss every trace of a girl you took for granted. When you’re having a hard time to convince yourself, you’ll remember me for I’m the only one who never get tired on you, but things happened and eventually people get tired, I happen to woke up and realized that I don’t deserve you anymore. You’ll remember how our friends begged you to come back to me because they saw every tears, every fake smiles and how I kept on trying and believing that things between us will still work out, you’ll finally realize all the love and care this girl invested just for you. I hope it’ll make you sick, how you regret everything, how you look at the dead air apologizing for all your selfish decisions. You have nothing to do but to wonder if someone is doing the job you refused to do. You have nothing to do but to go back to the day when you are the only man who matters to me. I’m hoping that you’d be crying yourself to sleep just like what I used to do and you’ll get mad at yourself as you see me walking at the hallways not having any glimpse of sadness and pain. And I hope it tears you up as you see my eyes shine so bright and the reason is not you anymore.”

“Sometimes when you break and pick up the pieces to put yourself back together you don’t put it back to its original state you rearrange them everytime it breaks repeating the process until you achieve the perfect fit.”